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[Feb. 3rd, 2005|07:19 pm] |
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I never update this.
Happy New Year everyone.
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[Nov. 26th, 2004|02:28 pm] |
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Alli Bedard is my favorite ever... |
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[Sep. 26th, 2004|11:57 am] |
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Steam fried bananas roasting in the sun on a crunchy Thursday evening. |
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[Aug. 19th, 2004|03:09 pm] |
You people suck! And I love you.
xoxo |
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| Projekt Revolution |
[Jul. 30th, 2004|01:55 am] |
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| | Breaking The Habit [x] Linkin Park | ] |
I just got back from the Projekt Revolution tour with Matt, and I must say that show beat ANY show I have EVER been too. It beat ALL the GC shows that I've ever been to COMBINED. It beat the Meteora Tour by a million. And Linkin Park keeps just getting better and better.
( My_Review )
If anyone is going to that tour anytime soon or is thinking about buying tickets. I HIGHLY recommend it. It is well worth the $53. I'd say tickets should be about $100 each because the show was that good. Or maybe it was just because I was back in good ol' Boston and we just fucking rule...take your pick. =P |
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[Jul. 26th, 2004|11:02 pm] |
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Check out this hotness...bitches...
Sex with Jake, Alli, Andy and Lindsey... mmmmmm the goodness haha!
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| Fucking Hell |
[Jun. 16th, 2004|08:26 am] |
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| | Nothing and I hate it... | ] |
I hate everything and everyone...except for those few select people and things who make life worth living...everything and everyone else can go fuck themselves...
Happy Late Birthday to Billy Martin =]
I need to hang out with my Michael soon...he makes life so simple. I feel like there's no problems in the world when I'm around him, I'm sure he makes everyone feel that way with his personality...he's an incredible person and I miss him terribly... =[
I cut my hair...it's gone...6 inches of it...gone...I WANT MY HAIR BACK
Yea I'm gonna go...
<3333 Llama Ho <3333
-kristen- |
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[Jun. 12th, 2004|05:14 pm] |
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| | Walk Away [x] Good Charlotte (the new single bitch) | ] |
If I had a dollar for everytime I thought of killing someone...I'd be a very rich little girl.
I'm engaged to "him" now. We have the plan the "thing" now. It's very exciting.
Good Charlotte's third album is due October 5th.
And I do believe that date is Paul's birthday =] I don't know about everyone else but I will be extra early at Best Buy to buy it =] Cuz I'm obsessed like that.
I dont think I'm having a life tonight?
Staying in I guess. Oh well. I can catch up on some much needed guitar practice.
Going to Verzion X's band practice on Monday =] Dave Markey is my hero <3
Kyle will be there...I guarantee I won't leave there without shedding atleast one tear. Not like he'll care or anything...I mean...I could die and the kid probably wouldn't care. No matter what anyone says, its obvious when someone wants to talk to you and when they dont. If he wanted to talk to me he would have found a way so its just better to mentally understand it than having to go and make an idiot out of myself trying to be his friend when in reality he doesn't want to be mine. *phew* I hope you can understand that..?
-kristen-
P.s. I love my Llama Ho =] |
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| Llama Ho |
[Jun. 11th, 2004|12:02 pm] |
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| |  In Love <333 | ] |
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| | Mrs. Willett's Computers...Gay | ] |
I <3 Llama Ho
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP
*pointless entry*
-kristen- |
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[Jun. 9th, 2004|11:44 am] |
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| | Running [x] No Doubt | ] |
FUCKERS
The Blink 182, No Doubt, and The Living End show kicked some serious fucking ass! No Doubt was actually a lot better live than I thought they were going to be =]. And ofcourse Blink just effin' rocked.
"I've got a t-shirt, a sticker and a ticket stub, thats all I need in life. I'm clothed, I'm sticky, and I have paper to wipe myself." - Me
Madd good times with Drizz and Lindsey <333
Love you guys to the fucking death
Anyway, stayed home today to catch up on sleep since I didn't get home till 2 AM.
One week till Billy's birthday <333 June 15th <333
Thats about it...
I want Kyle back hardcore style.
-Kristen- |
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[Jun. 4th, 2004|07:39 pm] |
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| | You're So Last Summer [x] Taking Back Sunday | ] |
( Stupid.Survery...Enjoy? )
Staying home tonight...
No rides anywhere...
Fuck.
I want Kyle back hardcore style
-Sparky- |
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| ::If All Else Fails:: |
[Jun. 3rd, 2004|10:30 pm] |
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| | Duality [x] Slipknot | ] |
Went to Spanky's house today...
Supposed to of hung out with Frank...
Frank never showed...
Still had a good time with Alli and techno music...
Walked around in the road in the rain...
Hardcore.
DJ might get to move in with me next December
If I can convince my mom...
Which would kick ass
Cuz he'd get to stay in America
AND
Live with me
Hardcore.
I guess there was a memorial service out in Cali today for Tyler, Amy and Jeremy...
Kate come on and told me about it...
I miss them all a ton...
I wish they never followed through with their suicide pact
Hardcore.
My first year at Clinton High will be over in 11 days...
I'd say it was a good year...
Got over my manic depression
Made a ton of new friends
And I haven't tried to commit suicide in a little under a year
That's rather big for me
I'm glad I left Nashoba...
The hell hole where everyone is a carbon copy of everyone else
"Ehh you like Good Charlotte? You deserve to die!" - that came from someone last year...
Maybe if that one kid knew I had manic depression he would have known that I would have gone home and tried to kill myself that day?
Who would have guessed?
Thanks Nashoba for making me attempt suicide four times...
I hope you are proud of yourselves...
Hardcore.
-Day 3 of Kyle Liseno Detoxing-
On the list tonight is to go through my old pictures with the KoRn CD I burned a copy of from him...
Hardcore.
I want Kyle back hardcore style.
I'm thinking of changing my s/n and user name...I'm sick of both
-kristen- |
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[Jun. 2nd, 2004|09:39 pm] |
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| | Counting Stars [x] Sugarcult | ] |
I spent the afternoon in the rain. Had a good cry and felt better. I was a little wet but hey water never killed anyone.
Alli and I took a "mental health" day today to get over the two people that make our lives miserable...I don't think either of us are over it...
I got rid of my purple scissors...only to be replaced by something else...far worse than my purple scissors...does far worse damage...I don't care
Tony isn't over me and it sucks cuz I just want his friendship back and not the obsessive stalking wierdo that he is...I feel like I can't be myself around him anymore =[
-Day 2 of Kyle Detoxing-
Tonight consists of a visit with the purple scissors replacement and my Something Corporate CD
I want Kyle back hardcore style
Matt and I are going to Project Revolution this summer which is so fucking awesome. I wish DJ could come with us, Linkin Park is one of his favorite bands =[
Thats about all...
-kristen- |
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[May. 31st, 2004|12:41 pm] |
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Orange Island show was fucking awesome! I'll never look at Dave (who is lead vocals of the bands and also my fucking substitute teacher on occasion) the same again. They're leaving on tour with T.R.E.S on Friday but they are coming back on July 17th to play the fireworks at Clinton Middle School so everyone should fucking go!
The Recieving End of Sirens were awesome too...specially the um drummer?
There wasn't as many people there as I thought there was going to be but it was still a good turn out. I went with Bedard and we met up with Drizz, Lindsey and Jill later on. Then Andy and Gayson joined the party. Twas' a good show.
Bedard came back to stay over. Andy was supposed to come to so we could dye his hair blue but it didn't work out.
And now I sit here with a certain SOMEONE'S phone number on this desk and I'm having a hard time breathing so you know I'm gonna go? Yea...thats it lol....
-kristen- |
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[May. 29th, 2004|10:26 pm] |
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Spanky is supposed to be sleeping over right now...
BUT
Is she?
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
Why?
Because she took like 5784739824 hours to clean her room
Just kidding...I love you Spanky
-Weekly Kyle Liseno Update-
Kyle's pretty much gone I'd say. He left his moms "never to return" and is staying with his dad from now on. His dad lives out in Worcester near Mike. Which means that it's no longer an easy drive to see him. Which means that yea...NOTHING WILL EVER HAPPEN AGAIN no matter what Josh and Alli say. I don't have that kind of luck. So now I find myself forcing myself to get over him which isn't do-able without excessive amounts of drugs and alcohol which I don't have any of sooooooooo...yea.
Went to the mall last night with the two loves of my life, Spanky and DJ.
<333
Good times always with both of them. We spent like 99% of the night laughing. We met up with Drizz and Lindsey too and had mucho fun with them too. Saw Jake...he like hates me for now aparent reason. Haha I'd never thought I'd add him to the list of the 438278239472389 Marlborough and Hudson kids who HATE me for no reason. I don't really care anyway.
Yea..I'll update later-ish
-Kristen- |
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[May. 28th, 2004|11:22 pm] |
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Now=
Current mood: depressed
Current music: Saturate by Breaking Benjamin
Current taste: Water
Current hair: umm ponytail thing?
Current clothes: My black pajama pants & a Sum 41 old skool style shirt
Current smell: Air.
Current thing I ought to be doing: Sleeping...
Current windows open: this. my bl. WMP. IM from Matt
Current desktop picture: Kyle Liseno
Current favorite band: Matchbook Romance, Breaking Benjamin and Slipknot
Current crush: Kyle. Fucking. Liseno. cuz im stupid and have a thing for guys who treat me like SHIT
Current hate: everything
=Do I=
Have a dream that keeps coming back? yes
Read the newspaper? sometimes
Believe in miracles? no
Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever? yea
Consider yourself tolerant of others? not usually
Consider love a mistake? all my "loves" have been mistakes so you know go with that
Like the taste of alcohol? very much so
Have a favorite candy? umm gum? does that count?
Believe in astrology? no
Believe in magic? yes i do
Have any pets: Socks, the rabbit with legs that DONT WORK
Go to or plan to go to college: no
Have any piercings? yes, 14
Have any tattoos? when I turn 18.
Hate yourself: all the time
Have an obsession? music
Have a secret crush? der...i already said my crush
Wish on stars? yea...when i believed that i actually had good luck
Care about looks? not really, no.
=Love life=
First crush: Mark Billanceri in Kindergarten!!
First kiss: Mark Billanceri in Kindergarten!! On the playground!! YES!!
Ever been in love? yep...twice...dont plan on doing it again for a while
Do you believe in love at first sight? nope
Do you believe in "the one?": Yes
Describe your ideal significant other: Kyle Liseno minus the lying
=Word association=
Rubber: condom
Rock: n Roll
Green: weed
Wet: rain
Cry: Kyle
Peanut: butter
hey: yo
Cold: snow
Steamy: shower
Fast: food
Freaky: Alissa! ha!
Rain: storm
=APPEARANCE=
Hair: long-ish...black and blue
Eyes: blue
Height: 5' 3"
=EITHER / OR=
cats or dogs: dogs
pen or pencil: pen
gloves or mittens: gloves
food or candy: food
cassette or cd: cd
coke or pepsi: coke
this or that: this
=LAST PERSON YOU=
talked to: Alli
hugged: DJ
instant messaged: Matt
kissed: DJ
=WHERE DO YOU=
eat: um tables
sleep: in a bed .. ?
=HAVE YOU EVER...=
Dated one of your best friends? yep
Loved somebody so much it makes you cry? Been there...done that...got the t-shirt
Broken the law? yep
Run away from home? yep..no one came after me..
Broken a bone? nope
Played Truth Or Dare? yea
Kissed someone you didn't know?: no
Come close to dying? yep
=WHAT IS=
Your bedroom like? Black with various posters
Your favorite restaurant? Olive Garden
=RANDOM QUESTIONS=
What's on your bedside table? a phone. braclets. my purple scissors
What is your secret guaranteed weeping movie? not telling.
If you could have plastic surgery, what would you get done?: my boobs cuz i dont have any
Are you a pyromaniac? prolly
Do you have too many love interests? no
Do you know anyone famous? haha no
Describe your bed: Small and comfy
Spontaneous or plan? spontaneous
Do you know how to play poker? not for the life of me
What do you carry with you at all times? my lighter
How do you drive? i dont
What do you miss most about being little? thinking that every guy had cooties.
Are you happy with your given name? it could be better
How much money would it take to get you to give up the Internet for one year? 5.2 million
What color is your bedroom? Black
What was the last song you were listening to? Something Corporate :: Ruthless
Do you talk a lot? yes
Do you think you're cute? hahahahahaha...ha?
Do poor, homeless, or starving people sometimes annoy you? no cuz i like am one
Do you consider yourself to be a nice person? i dont really care?
What is the first thing you think when you see two gay guys or lesbians holding hands? umm whatever floats your boat? |
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[May. 26th, 2004|03:08 pm] |
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| | Promise [x] Matchbook Romance | ] |
Every fucking song is about Kyle...EVERY SINGLE ONE
"Promise"
What would you say if i asked you not to go
To forget everyone, forget everything and start over with me
Would you take my hand and never let me go
Promise me you'll never let me go
And the stars aren't out tonight,
But neither are we to look up at them
Why does hello feel like goodbye?
These memories can't replace,
These wishes i wished and these dreams i chased
Take this broken heart and make it right
I feel like i lost everything when you're gone
Left remembering what it's like to have you here with me
I thought you should know,
You're not making this easy
I never thought i'd be the one to say
Please don't, please don't leave me
I feel like i lost everything when you're gone
Left remembering what it's like to have you here with me
I thought you should know,
You're not making this easy
You're not making this easy...
Take my hand and never let me go
Take my hand and never let me go
Promise me...
You'll never let go
You'll never let go
You'll never let go
You'll never let go
Make this last forever
I feel like i lost everything when you're gone
Left remembering what it's like to have you here with me
I thought you should know, you're not making this easy
You're not making this easy
You're not making this easy
You're not making this easy
You're not making this easy
You're not making this easy
I'll fall asleep tonight, cuz' that brings me closer to you |
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[May. 25th, 2004|12:53 pm] |
Yea I'm in Gage's class here sitting with the one and the only Alisha <33 Woot Woot
We're doing some stupid project cuz he's gay like that.
Going to Spanky's house today for a PARRRR-TAY...well not exactly but its a party of our own haha
I <3 Allison Frances Joel Spanky Bedard Kerr Monfreda Steeves
oh yea and I also love Kyle Michael Liseno WHO I PLAN ON ASKING OUT NEXT TIME I SEE BECAUSE SOMETIME OVER THE NIGHT I GREW SOME BALLS
Mommy Liseno picked up the phone last night and was crying really bad and said that Kyle would be gone for a few days...that worries me...a lot. He already wasn't doing to well because of the DSS coming into his house and I don't know how he would take anything else happening to his family.
Baby Brandon threw up on Tony yesterday...FOUR times. Muahahahahaha, oh and Dave and Alli are getting married. =]
I'm thinking of saying yes to Tony if nothing happens with Kyle...or if Kyle says no still to us going out. I think a relationship with Tony would be really hard but I'd be willing to give it a shot...i guess.
Yea but I better go cuz if Gage see's me then oh geez I'd be in for a long afternoon of detention. |
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[May. 21st, 2004|11:17 pm] |
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| | Letters To You [x] Finch | ] |
Chilled with my wifey, Alli Bedard and Drizz tonight at the mall. I finally got to meet Michael Anthony Monfreda. And now I completely understand why Alli obsesses over him. OH OH OH And I saw Ryan Gonor..the love of my life...besides Michael Paul Vessello and Benjamin Levi Madden.
Yes...well I have no clue whats up for tomorrow. I think Alli and I are going to shit-face's house...to sleep over?? That is if Mike doesn't want to hang out.
*kristen* |
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